heystasa: (Mary (well... close enough))
YOU KNOW HOW SOMETIMES YOU'RE GOING THROUGH YOUR GIFS FOLDER

WHILE WATCHING WHAT IS AND WHAT NEVER SHOULD BE

SO WHILE WHIMPERING BECAUSE DEAN JUST LOVES HIS MAMA SO MUCH AND HE NEVER HAD A LIFE, NOT A REAL ONE AND IT'S NOT FAIR HE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SAVE EVERYONE HE DESERVED SO MUCH MORE

YOU LOOK DOWN AND SEE THIS




AND LAUGH YOUR FACE OFF

WHILE MID CRY

AND WONDER IF THOSE TWO MIDORIS HAVE HAD SOME EFFECT OR IF IT IS ACTUALLY POSSIBLE TO BE DRUNK FROM SPN

AND THEN DECIDE YOU DON'T CARE CAUSE HEY THERE'S MORE SPN ON

:DDDDDD

oh god this rewatching everything thing is going to kill me
also god i love mary winchester; show we need more mary. i don't care if she's dead she's the greatest
heystasa: (Caroline made of awesome Forbes)
Reeeeeeeeeally what to see what these apparently fake but amazing SPN spoilers are but am worried that they'll turn out to be true or still somehow spoil the episode for me regardless. ARAGH WHAT TO DOOOO

In other news I've been catching bits of misfits the last few fridays and it seems really good. Need to see if the dvd shop has it.

Watched Tennant's last DW episode on tv again today and OH GOD so many feelings. An assembly line of every DW character I ever loved marched out to break my heart a million times in the span of 15 minutes.

Also, i now have an extra day at work each week, and will be the ONLY designer there. TERRIFIED I AM NOT READY FOR THIS OH GOD WHO MAKES SOMEONE HEAD DESIGNER WHEN THEY HAVE LESS THAN A YEAR'S EXPERIENCE AND IS STILL STUDYING AND IS A NERVOUS WRECK EVERY TIME SHE ENTERS THE BUILDING BECAUSE SHE CAN'T COPE WITH SO MUCH DISORGANISATION AND SO LITTLE NATURAL LIGHT GOD I AM FREAKING OUT.

But! I've decided I'm going to make the best of it, consciously make the effort to be more confident and calm, and make the little changes needed to make the artroom run better with me as the principle user, regardless of how my half-mad boss has done things for the past 35 years. Still shitting myself but gonna try, and at least I get a bit more money each week. :/

OH OH AND: MY PASSPORT CAME TODAYYYYYYYY! EUROPE IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING YESSSSSSS. And it's a shiney new passport design with pictures all through it so if I get homesick I can just look at it and go OH GUMTREES AND EMUS IT'S LIKE I NEVER LEFT.

Wrote a thing for the local paper today. the old movie theatre facade is being restored in town, so I wrote a thing about some of my favourite really old movies. Gosh it felt great to be writing about film again; I really need to get this blog thing happening.

I MISS UNI SO MUCH IT HURTS. I AM SO GOING BACK FOR HONOURS NEXT YEAR. 

  

SPN 708

Nov. 14th, 2011 10:58 pm
heystasa: (OMFG DEAN)
THE REASONS I LOVED THIS EPISODE WERE MANY AND VARIED.

OH SHOW. OH YOU RIDICULOUS, WONDERFUL, LOLTASTIC, GLORIOUS SHOW.

SEASON SEVEN NEVER EVER LEAVE ME.

spoilery caps and srs Dean talk under here )
heystasa: (OMFG DEAN)
okay okay okay okay so

there's nothing on tv and i have a bunch of downloads to watch and am spending tonight watching them and it's great.

(seriously, i have like at least half of s1 of Hawaii 5-0 to catch up on before i can watch series two and have i mentioned how much i love this show BECAUSE YOU GUYS I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW IT IS WONDERFUL IN SO MANY WAYS EVERYONE CALLS EACH OTHER BABE AND HAWAII IS THERE AND SO IS O'LOUGH AND IT'S GREAT)

but that's not the point

i am the laziest person ever and have been all WORKOMGWORKWHATISLEISURE the last couple of weeks so haven't been able to work up much enthusiasm fo SPN coming back, but tonight is a night for watching things so i just pressed play

and i thought okay lets do this thing

it's gonna be heavy and i don't know if i'm up for it but lets do this thing

and i literally finished Vampire Diaries s3e3 like five minutes ago which was SO PERFECT AND EPIC AND LSKDNLKAVFNLASNVLSDDNV I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS SHOW IT'S LIKE A FEAST OF AMAZE so i was a bit drained and distracted by that

so i thought i was pretty calm and maybe a bit unenthusiastic for SPN, is my point

but then it started

and i saw their FAAAAAAAAAACES

and i just shrieked "BAAABY!" AT DEAN BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR HIM HAS MANY FACETS INCLUDING A WEIRD ALMOST MATERNAL CONCERN

AND THEN I STARTED JIBBERING INCOHERENTLY

AND GUYS I HAVEN'T SEEN SPN IN SO LONG I'M JUST SO HAPPY AND CONCERNED FOR EVERYONE'S WELL BEING AND OMGOMGOMG SEASON SEVEN I AM NOT READY FOR YOU PLEASE BE GOOD PLEASE I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU THAT I CAN'T I CAN'T JUST DON'T GO BREAKING MY HEART

OKAY OKAY GOING TO WATCH NOW

   
ETA: ALSO CAN I JUST SAY THAT WHILE I LOVE DEAN WITH THE FIRE OF A THOUSAND SUNS I DO HOLD HIM PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR THE WHOLE CRAZY!CAS THING THAT HAPPENED AT THE END OF LAST SEASON BECAUSE DAMNIT ALL CAS NEEDED WAS SOME DAMN HUGS

SO IF THERE ARE NO HUGS FOR ANYONE IN THIS EPISODE I MIGHT CRY

EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW NEEDS SO MANY DAMN HUGS

OKAY WATCHING NOW
 

heystasa: (duuude)

So apparently a while ago I wrote a drabble (well, drabble and a half)? This never happens, but I found it on my hard drive today, so, well, here:




Clipped
Episode tag: 504, The End
Gen, Cas centric



It’s nothing really like flying at all, being high.

But then, the way an angel flies doesn’t involve any sort of literal height anyway; they move through the fabric of the universe, not merely through space. Up, down, right, left, don’t mean anything. Earth, to angels, is all one simple field to be manipulated; they pass through it as they wish, wrapped warm in their grace.

It’s all just linguistic, the connection between an angel’s movement and flight, between flying and being high. Castiel knows this, but still sometimes he’s bitterly, achingly disappointed by it; by how little anything in this new human life can ever be like his old one. Language lies.

He quite likes being stoned though. Cool and blissed out is not quite the same as calm, driven and certain, but it’s certainly a lot better than alone, lost and afraid.

  
heystasa: (OMFG DEAN)
and can I just say:

ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod.

thoughts. quite short actually. may still be in a joy haze. )


And now to wander around the internet checking out other peep's thoughts. Well, possibly bed first, but tomorrow, I read!
heystasa: (OMFG DEAN)
OK SO, THIS IS HILARIOUS




I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH WHY DIDN'T YOU COME TO AUSTRALIA THIS YEAR YOU BASTARDS YOU ARE SO EFFING ADORBS I CAN BARELY STAND IT <3 <3 <3

Also, my god you guys Jensen's jacket. JENSEN'S JACKET. Have you ever seen a more perfect man in a jacket.


FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, HURRY UP SEASON SIX 


 
heystasa: (wonder girl)
So anyway, I pretty much hate my job.  Not like in a My life is miserable I weep over the steering wheel every morning, kind of way, but more a sort of, Oh my god I hate filling the fucking coke fridge. What the fucking hell, have you people never heard of TAPS, jesus. And what the what, BP, how are we still using fecking DOS, are you even aware of the 21st century? kind of way. It's not awful and not all that strenuous, and the pay is good, but it's crappy and unstimulating, and the slushie machines are noisy as hell.

HOWEVER. There is one thing I kinda love about it.

One of my jobs, the actual formal name for it is "Facing and Filling" the shelves and fridges. It's basically putting out stock (filling), and making sure it's all at the front of the shelf/fridge with the label facing forward (facing).

So, um, it might happen that, uh, while walking back to the counter after turning all the cokes around, I might, occasionally, maybe, sort of, um, do this: 



HOH YES. I AM A MUTHAFLIPPING FACER YOU GUISE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


Also, election happened. FIFTEEN HOUR FREAKING DAY, my god, but I actually enjoyed it. Even if my throat was killing me after asking 400 people's names, addresses, if they've voted so far in this election, no, in THIS election. With THESE candidates. Today or in the last few weeks. LOL. The answer I want to hear is no. Awesome. Here're your ballots, this is what you do with them. 

The moral is: people. For seriously. Be kind to your polling officials. That certified list is bloody huge.

But you know the really amazing thing is how many people in the world are named Francis.


I HATE KANGAROOS AND ALSO EVERY OTHER DRIVER ON THE ROADS. FUCKING HOPPY BASTARDS HAVE NO SENSE OF TIMING AND I ALWAYS GET STUCK BEHIND CARAVANS, TRUCKS, UTES LOADED UP WITH DIRT AND RUBBISH, OR OLD PEOPLE WHO ARE IDEALOGICALLY OPPOSED TO GOING A SANE SPEED. I had a really unfortunate drive in this morning and have been ranting about this all day.


My beloved car has reached the stage where bits are literally falling off  when I touch them, and my speedo is completely beyond saving. But on the other hand I HAVE A NEW COMPUTER~~~  \o/   Or, will do, on Monday. I beautiful new desktop with a massive 21 INCH SCREEN I CAN'T EVEN that's powerful enough to handle my ridiculously expensive video and image editing software. I am so in love with it, seriously. Expect many comments on old posts when I finally get it, because I doubt I'll ever want to leave it and will finally be able to catch up on all the internet I've missed lately for whatever reason.


Speaking of, HELLO BBS HOW ARE YOU I'VE MISSED YOOOUUUUUU SFM, MY GOD. I'm still sort of everywhere, but can't wait to get this new computer going and actually, you know, participate on this LJ thing with all you wonderful people again. <3


Oh hang on, one last thing: Have I mentioned that I'm going to Brisbane to chill with mah peeps? BECAUSE YEAH, I'M GOING TO FREAKING BRISBANE(!!!!) TO CHILL WITH MY BEAUTIFUL, BADARSE FREAKING PEEPS(!!!!), JSYK (\O/)


heystasa: (duuude)
there's a Jim Beaver scene on atm.

Am surprisingly distressed at hearing him say "cocksucker" so aggressively and so often.    

Bobby doesn't swear.  D: 


  
heystasa: (duuude)
 
Wait so, what? What?

This turned into a draft mini-meta about SPN!God. Woops :/ )

I don't know. It's all just off the top of my head type speculation. This show is so ripe for textual analysis. I want to figure some of this out, look closer at the episodes and do some actual research, but maybe when I've calmed down and taken notes and am capable of constructing normal-person sentences that don't run on into oblivion.

For now, have some more reactions:

WHIMPERING AND FREAKING OUT AND LOL )
------

All in all, I liked the episode. I'm annoyed with how badly season five as a whole was constructed and I think the finale could have had a lot more punch if the lead up to it had been better controlled, BUT, I've liked every individual episode, and I loved the last few to absolute pieces. I think I loved this one too, even if it did sort of feel completely out of place.

I watched it with my TV cushion turtle. He is my friend. We like all the same shows.

We're still very much in a state of

 though.

I am not even going to acknowledge that S5 is OVER FOREVER and there's MONTHS till the next one and WAAAAAAH.

    
heystasa: (batman)

Just watched SPN 4.11, Family Remains.

oh my god. there is a reason i don't watch horror movies, you guys. seriously, what the, oh my god.

I, fucking, sweet merciful crap in -

the absolute shit out of me. what the hell, oh my god. I can't even, jesus. oh my god.

Never watching that again. Seriously.

I mean the tying it in with Dean in hell at the end there was really clever and I can see how they needed something really horrific to go with that and in that way it was really well done, but, jesus frigging christ, it was worse than the One That I Dare Not Name Just in Case She Pops Up in A Freaking Mirror For Reals.

I, just -

WHY DIDN'T ANYONE WARN ME????


heystasa: (duuude)

So you know what's apparently a really amazingly effective way to put me in a really really really good mood and bursting with energy and love for life and stuff?

Listening to All I Need by Louden Swain really really loud, like, seven times in a row.

It's such a fucking awesome song. Look:



I just, I seriously, I fucking love this song. I love this song, I love this band, I fucking love Rob Benedict.

And not, like, for the whole, Real Ghostbusters, Chuck is suddenly a total badarse hitting ghosts with a mike stand thing that had the entire SPN audience and Becky like "Well helloooo", but like, seriously legitimately. I love this guy's voice. I love how he looks and the little grins and stuff too (rather a lot, to be honest), and love Chuck, but I really really dig Rob Benedict's voice. It's got all the little inflections and catches and textures that I really appreciate in a singer. I have total voice crush on this guy.

I miss my voice crushes, man. Life is better with voice crushes.

Anyway. The reason I needed to be put in a really really good mood: my Digital Video class. My group. Their ideas on what we should make our movie on.

Pretentious, wanky fucking student art film.

I don't like student art films, and I hate pretentious films. Fucking Michael Hanke can fucking suck it, the tosser.

So, tonight, out of pure spite and because I have to take the disc back tomorrow, I'm watching the new Fast and Furious movie, on blu-ray, on my brand new giant flat screen digital TV.

Hollywood trash with fast cars and guns and Vin muthafucking Diesel, bitches. Take that, "we want ambiguity and no dialogue or humour or character of any description" Digital Video group!


(FastandFuriousFastandFuriousFastandFuriousonblurayonareallybigscreenYAYyayyayI'msoexcitedFfffffffffffffffffI I love these movies they are terrible)



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